XAT results were declared today, and unsurprisingly, I have again made a mess of it, as proved by the results. That unofficially ends my MBA ambitions for this year, cos I haven't done that well in CAT.Not a single call so far, and to be frank and honest, I didn't know I am this much of a loser.
What a glorious journey it was, solving problems, writing those damn mocks, meeting new friends, the countless hours spent on discussing and analysing test papers. Not for a single moment I thoughtI didn't have it in me, and here I am, with absolutely nothing to show for my efforts. I do pity myself for my plight. For the first time in my life I am on the verge of losing my self-confidence, the one good quality that I always possessed. Thoughts are running wild within my tired head. Am I this bad ? ain't I good enough to achieve something ? Did I deserve these ? I seriously don't know. I have failed everybody around me, who had high hopes on me and supported me every moment. Right now, I cannot make a decision whether to go for it one more time. Seriously I don't know, cos I don't have any confidence on myself, not anymore. It's over for me. Game, set and match.
Friday, January 22, 2010
Sunday, January 17, 2010
At last I have done it...
Well here I am, at last. It has been a long time when I planned to write something, nothing extraordinary...just simple things of my life....just for myself, cos frankly I don't expect anyone to read my drivel. But it took me more than 12 months to create an account. Mostly because I was busy doing things which I am not sure whether I really wanted to do. But those days are gone now I hope.
Right now listening to Lennon (that explains the blog name), pleasant Sunday evening, the blissful 6 hours before the week starts with its hustle-n-bustle.
Switched to SRV's cover of Little Wings...intricate guitar works from the magician giving me the goosebumps.
Well, it feels good to write to be honest. Know I am just writing utter useless staff, but still I feel good.Hope I'll be regularly writing here and not after another 12 months or so. Later.
Right now listening to Lennon (that explains the blog name), pleasant Sunday evening, the blissful 6 hours before the week starts with its hustle-n-bustle.
Switched to SRV's cover of Little Wings...intricate guitar works from the magician giving me the goosebumps.
Well, it feels good to write to be honest. Know I am just writing utter useless staff, but still I feel good.Hope I'll be regularly writing here and not after another 12 months or so. Later.
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